Fast tide rising…..

Did I really disappear for this long? I think my breath got too short in the thicket of dear ones in pain and feeling too thin spread over jagged edges of great need. As if there wasn’t enough oxygen left over in my life-living to come over here and say my words. Because I felt…

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fluttering fingers and moonlight twirls…

I didn’t mean to see her so big. Went looking for an address so i could send a letter that was for our eyes only and, like a dream, I found her instead. I wanted to make sure she’d heard me….to walk all the way to the edge and lean over the side to make certain that she’d…

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Rippling waters and many moons …..

Maybe it’s just the noisy crowd of this big wide earth – this thought takes hold of me as I barrel into having a website built. My first blog.  I stumble eager onto the web so that she can find me if she wants. Maybe she feels the imposition of  eyes at the agency as deeply as I do; I’m…

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Teardrops in the wind…..

I post this every year….a healing,  loving ritual because I need to somehow honor those days out loud, especially for those who maybe still haven’t found their voices yet. And for all mothers everywhere,  because our hearts bear always the stretch marks of loving and letting go. It was March,  1979. Breezes turned balmy and I…

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